All things

Giving up control and letting god guide me has made such a change over the last few weeks. I've become even more hopeful and more optimistic. It's had allowed my love for Kendall to blossom even more. I am more appreciative, I understand her point of view and how she's feeling even more. I'm able to analyze from a different perspective. My prayers are slowly being answered. Day by day I seethe manifestation of my faith in this coming out. My faith and belief in me is restoring. My confidence is returning. I'm becoming more sure of myself. More aware, better equipped to deal with things I previously let consume me. I've forgiven, all that held me back growing up. It's profound. I've found a great friend in Laurel and she has helped me see what was previously unseen.