Today

I spent the whole day working, the whole day around hundreds of females. Through all of that one woman stuck in my mind, you! You're the one for me. I feel it more and more with every passing day. I know you say you're done, moving on and can't talk to me but I am going through hell too. I am moving on as well, not in the way that you think. I am moving past all that baggage and negativity. I'm dedicating myself to something bigger. Something larger than love. I am determined to show you the shape of my heart and character. You need to see this. This progress is not in vain. I can't wait to take you on our REAL first date and fall in love with you all over again. My faith is in god. I've let him guide me and take the wheel to show me what I must do to earn your trust, love, compassion and time back. You deserve the best and I am going to work my fingers to the bone to be the best and give you nothing less than that. The song don't judge me by Chris Brown still rings true. We have to hit reset and rebuild our foundation and not keep score based on the past. I love you dearly Kendall Rae. Whether you're reading this or not I do. I love you more and more. I miss you so much and I can't wait to see you again, to look into your eyes and see that angelic face of yours.