I feel like I'm always on an island when it comes to you. That you'd rather repel and hush me than just let me talk. I never feel like I can express my words because the violate the cognitive structures already in place. My words seem to always violate your expectations and preformed notions. For me, I don't really know where to go with my frustrations.
If I'm too frank I feel like I'm the even bigger villain than I already am. When I'm silent about it, my thoughts and feelings overwhelm and I'm left with nothing to gain stability from.
It's like moving at the speed of sound, with my head up in the clouds. I'm not sure where to go from here but I feel her slipping through my fingers on a daily basis.
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