I woke up

This morning I woke up with a sharper image of things. She isn't speaking to me, it's the hardest thing in the world. I feel her thoughts. I know she thinks of me like I think of her. I feel her love still. Not speaking to her is possibly the most daunting task ever put before me. I know it must be for the betterment of us as individuals which will translate to the betterment of us as a unit. I miss her dearly. I love her deeply. I've prayed nearly 3-5 times a day for the Lord's guidance. I know his plan, I see his path set out for me. I've seen it all along. I must push myself to get better so that I can be better. So that my confidence can return, so my actions mirror my words. So that I can be the man that she needs, wants and deserves. Her love is powerful. I want to hold her in my arms and kiss her gently on the forehead. I miss you Kendall Rae. You are always on my mind and I can't wait for the day that I see you and we get back on track. The animosity, anger, hurt and hesitance will pass. After that our love will take over and we will conquer the world.