Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Notebook Love

I've seen this movie nearly 25 times in the last month. I watch it almost everyday.
Today, things were different. I had always been able to relate to Noah and his struggle. But today it all changed. I broke down and cried myself through the whole movie. I want that type of love with Kendall. She doesn't see a way we can work but I feel it in every cell in my body that we can. This love is life changing. It's the love that creates miracles, that moves mountains and shows that there is hope even when it seems hopeless. I have more hope than I've ever had. I want to be Noah. I'm willing to wait for the rest of my life for her. She's the one. I will not give up, I can't. I can't surrender this love. She is my Allie. She is the stars, the moon, the sun. The compass that guides my heart. Kendall Rae Vickers you are the one. I wasn't right before. I was so wrong, I hurt you and I undervalued you and I made you feel like we can't work. You may not think that I've changed but I dare you to see what's here right now. Look into my eyes, see into my heart. See that I meant what I said when I told you I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I want a family with you. I want you to feel that everyday you have a man who will go through anything in his path to love you better and show you the jape of his heart and the devotion he has to you and the family he wants with you. Through thick and thin I want you. I was worse but I'm going to be the best man you've ever known. I'm going to love for you, for god, for family. Those are the things that matter to me. You are it! You are my angel. I haven't been more sure of any feeling in my life.

I love you! To the moon and back.

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