Today showed me more proof

I lost my wallet this morning, only had 40 bucks. Drove all the way to page, buried a letter I wrote and then got a call from my friend asking to come up for thanksgiving so I drove to Phoenix to get him. Then on the way back I hit empty by munds park. We were stranded there for an hour and then this 15 year old kid walked up and asked us if we wanted to smoke and I had to barter with him for gas money with a few beers haha. Then had to fix my car on the side of the highway because it was leaking antifreeze by ripping up some jeans and plugging it, got oil all over my clothes. Then I drove back, and what do you know I find my wallet haha. Drove over 650 miles and there was one thing on my mind as I was driving all around lol. You know what it is. No need to say it. Today was a really miraculous day. It showed me that anything is possible. That divine intervention exists. I hadn't ever seen it in action until today. It motivated me more than words can ever say.

These changes are real. I love her so much. I can't even explain it in simple words. If I could display the content of my heart on paper to see it would be the most magnificent thing ever looked at. Kendall Rae, Lord above and my family are the three most important pillars. She will see that this is for real. That this isn't me faking it. Me loving country music, not cussing like I used to. Becoming a registered republican, wanting to spend the rest of my life becoming better for her. This is 100% real baby. I wouldn't take this opportunity god has given me for granted. You are too important to me. I love you too much to not make sure this is concrete and I don't revert back. I love you.
This video is how I feel. I listened to it the whole way back from Page. The old me is dead and gone. This is here to stay. I wouldn't and couldn't fake this.