5 o'clock

Once again, the 5 o'clock hour defeats me. I woke up in tears, not able to function. I miss her. Way too much to move on, way too much to deny my feelings. I love you Kendall. I'm sorry. I vow it is going to be night and day. We aren't going back to what we had, were going forward to something that is far greater and more powerful. I am giddy with excitement for the day I am allowed to talk to you again. That day is coming soon, very soon. I love you.