I've been broken and crying over Uncle Mike because Friday looms and draws closer and I've been praying for any type of miracle, any progress to keep him with us down here on earth.
I feel as if I've been sleepwalking these last two days. My heart is heavy and my mind is not here right now.
My body physically feels sicker than I've felt in a while because of all these thoughts. I'm wondering, I'm afraid, I'm worrying.
This mornings post has stuck in my head. Just glad I've overcome all of the demons of my past. There may be moments where they rear their ugly heads, but I'm not going to let them out of their grave. I've buried them and I've progressed and healed from them.
This saying has stuck with me: "It takes a million to feel the same feeling you felt with the one, a million others won't ever be enough but the one is more than you'll ever need"
It's ringing true for me.
I just wanna talk to you today, hear your voice, feel that warmth inside. I miss talking to you!
These three songs have been on repeat for me. I can't wait until next semester and all of the surprises I have in store, all of the adventures I've already begun to plan. I'm excited to go these things and make memories that last a lifetime. I'm ready to build a life and forge a forever.
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